how 2 make friends

Hi,

My name is Miyahcore and I'm very bad at making friends.

So I'm going to: link to this post on my personal blog EVERYWHERE ... instead of just talking to people.

If you think I'm cringe leave now it ONLY gets worse from here. /hj

This post will be long, as my posts usually are, however if you're not a reader here's what I can't fit onto a business card:

Hi.

Miyahcore DotNet, They/He/It, Bi, Round Table Closed Poly, Ambivert, Ambidextrous, Boy Princess, Generally queer Queer.

Yes I always have the ears on. No I'm not a furry. No it's not a kink thing.

Interests: Nature, Photography, Video editing, Art in general, JellyCat stuffed animals, Music, Writing (hence the blog), Interpersonal communication, Psychology, Existentialism, Self expression, Cooking, Edibles, Marbles, Candles, Collecting things, Games, Birds, Wildlife, Journaling,,, and a million other things :D

Government mandated warning label: AuDHD, PTSD, Plural, Chronic pain gang, Immunocompromised 💪,,, I quite literally have a hyperfixation on BDSM... I always ask for consent before talking about it though...Kinnie??,, NOT a sensory seeker,, Very curious (will ask you a million questions), Very guarded (until I'm comfortable then I get silly)

Important details: Sustainable when possible, I don't believe in politics (people's basic human rights aren't up for debate), Not a fan of those with victim mentalities and people who aren't interested in growth, I live under a rock because I hate having a phone, I don't do: short form content, self sabotage, or a lack of self control (without interest improvement), I talk A LOT.

I'm looking for: People who have shared interests, People who are open communicators, People who can hang out in person with me, People who have quality time and touch as love languages, Ambiverts, Neurodivergent people to be friends with, Queer people to hang out with, Goth femdo-... Best friends with benefits, People interested in dance because I really like doing choreography, People who are interested in building community, Anyone with a farm please let me help I wanna help and pet the animals, People with pets for me to love and admire and learn about

Hit me on discord:

/@miyahcore.

If you're not interested: I need you to pretend you never saw this. I'm hitting you with the neuralyzer from men in black. You literally never saw this website or this post.

If you are interested you can keep reading the blog post, or you can read a different one to keep getting a feel for my vibe, or you can hit me on discord:

If you wanna keep reading though hi :]

I have many avenues for people to get to know me if they're interested, I've got public playlists to hear music I listen to, I have many public Pinterest boards (even though I stopped using Pinterest because the ADs got RIDICULOUS) there's also just talking to me to find this all out without digging through my social media so whatever works.

I think it's easier for me to share things with people on their own terms than showing them things in person... because I have trust issues ... and I always feel like people don't actually like spending time with me (due to many unfortunate incidents of that exact thing happening multiple times long story ☠️☠️)

My silly little life has been a silly little shitshow so far and I am severely traumatized but I do my best to still be as chill as possible because I have big dreams and I'm not going to let literally going through hell for 19 years straight ruin my dreams of: finally achieving piece and escapism capitalism

I'm constantly eager to learn and grow and know more about anything I can. I love rejecting convenience and doing things the harder or more complicated way just to see if I like it (I usually do), I love learning more ways to communicate my feelings and unlearning the idea that I have to present myself a certain way in order to be accepted.

This has led to me having very few friends who can vibe with my ways of thinking and being me being "socially unaware" that "something I'm doing is weird" aka just not really caring what strangers think of me.

The ears aren't for attention I hate when people stare at me and they do it ALL THE TIME. They take pictures of me and walk up and say WEIRD shit so if you're not into being stared at constantly I'm so sorry if we ever hang out.

More of my interests include: Hello Kitty and Friends, Adventure time, Gravity falls, Coraline (my favorite movie), building a personal brand, Grocery stores, Road trips, Hiking, Water, Rocks, Calico Critters, Nintendo, WNRS games, Undertale, Experiencing many new things (because I was a sheltered kid and I don't have a car rn), Road trips.

My personal passion project is figuring out how to be an influencer without being an influencer... if that makes sense. I wanna record home videos (vlog), I have a blog, I have a color scheme, I have OCs to make art with, I wanna make movies and music and post videos and stream, I wanna do playthroughs of video games and document my memories, and I ALREADY have merch.

I just wanna do all of this without attracting attention, having weird people following me, having weird people calling me slurs, Internet trolls, people stealing my content, people training algorithms on my content, the fame that comes with being an influencer.

I love going in public I would hate to lose that ability because people start walking up to me MORE THAN THEY ALREADY DO EVERYTIME I LEAVE MY HOUSE. Kids bark at me in stores, older men make comments on my appearance, people record me, people talk to me completely unprompted just to tell me I look weird but they're trying to be nice about it... I don't wanna make the problem I already experience much much worse.

I'm not exaggerating either Tyler as my witness about the barking thing, my other friends have experienced it too.

Soooo,,, yeah I'm thinking of having all my accounts be private and posting all my content behind dirt cheap pay walls so if people are being mean to me I can just block them from watching all together.

The only problem is eventually multiple hundred people will start screen recording my shit and re uploading it so ... I really don't have a foolproof plan.

I still bring a camera everywhere though I love to document and preserve memories.

I'm just a silly little guy. A silly little gender non conforming autistic guy trying to learn to navigate this weird world. I'm not very good at socializing currently but I'm trying to learn. This is a start.

Hi, my name is Miyahcore, do you want to be my friend?

(No is an acceptable answer)

Thank you for reading

Have the day you deserve <3